Monday, October 26, 2009

Frustration!

I am so frustrated right now! UGH! There is no other way to say it besides UGH! I can't sleep, I hardly ever eat, and I seriously think my brain is smoking. Plus on top of that I have a serious case of writers block. The ideas are there but I have no clue how to put them on paper. I feel like all I want to do is run into a dar, dark sorner and hide. My sarcastic ability to laugh everything off is seriously failing me at this moment. I don't know what else to do.I know that I have always been wound to tightly, but if I wind my self up anymore, I think that I am going to go insane. Insanity sounds nice right now; just to check out mentally with no care in the world. I have four papers within the matter of two weeks and two exams on the same day. In June 2009 when I was handed my diploma, I wish someone would have said: "Enjoy college kid, because it will drive you to drink."


In the midst of all these negatives I do have some bright news.
I have an A in my polisci class and I got a B+ on my english paper. The B+ kind of brings me back to my frustration though....WHAT IN THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG IN COMPOSITION THEN??????UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm done ranting for the moment. I think that I will go lock myself in a padded cell right now. or jump from something really high up...like the Empire State building or the Efifel Tower...*remeber sarcasm people*

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